Funny Place

I feel funny. Nervous. I want the next few hours to be gone but equally I don't want them at all.

Some places in me are twingy. I have been very tired the past few days. Don't know if it is a low blood count, the elephant or time of year. Could be any or all of them all.

I just feel like curling up in a ball in bed and sleeping. How nice it must be not to live with the elephant. Oh to wake one day and it just not be there. Right now I can't really remember what that was like. I may be about to look this one in the eye.